“Is it all in my head?” — Depression Edition

“Trust your gut feeling”

“My gut feeling told me to duck”

“But I wasn’t in the position to flight”

“I had to fight the battle I knew I’d lose out to”

Sometimes I wonder if my Bipolar Depression diagnosis isn’t real and that I act it all up being weak and all that.

But seriously no. I really am sick. Mentally not stable. The illness is killing me slowly.

I’ve become numb and kind of a walking zombie looking for a meaning in life.

“I don’t think you should let your Bipolar knock you out. Once you’re on the ground, the illness will have a total control over you”, said my psychiatrist

I think I’m gonna go cry again,

It’s been nice talking to you again. I hope you manage to find your life worth living or at least bearable.